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Work is dull, I feel so unimportant and useless when I'm sitting here waiting to be told what to do next. The phone isn't ringing and there are no people coming to the door to greet. So I guess my title is 'Agency Assistant.' That makes me sound important. Yesterday I ran errands, out to Ishpeming (got myself completely lost, horrible directions were given to me), and that was stressful.
Life is boring right now, I get up at around 12 and then head to work from 1 to 5. After that I'm usually tired, but if not I'll go spend my night with couples and feel like a big lesbian or something because I don't have a boyfriend. I can't force myself into liking someone just so I won't feel left out. I can't wait for Milwaukee, only a month and a half! Finally something new!
My graduation party is on June 10th, and I expect everyone to come. I don't even want to have a party but it's just one of those customs that you have to abide by. I'm so sick of sucking up and bullshit. I'm sick of talking about my future plans and the way that my life should be. Because frankly, I have a feeling that it's going to be nothing like I'll have planned it to be anyways. Why spend my time mapping out my future when things are always stopping that from happening.
I'm ranting;
Bonnaroo! I think I might die from all kinds of things. I don't think I'll be coming back from Tennessee. Because after the festival I will die happy.
Thank You Ladies & Gents,
Time to Slack Off,
Ella
Agency Assistant
CC: M. Tavernini & Associates
Life is boring right now, I get up at around 12 and then head to work from 1 to 5. After that I'm usually tired, but if not I'll go spend my night with couples and feel like a big lesbian or something because I don't have a boyfriend. I can't force myself into liking someone just so I won't feel left out. I can't wait for Milwaukee, only a month and a half! Finally something new!
My graduation party is on June 10th, and I expect everyone to come. I don't even want to have a party but it's just one of those customs that you have to abide by. I'm so sick of sucking up and bullshit. I'm sick of talking about my future plans and the way that my life should be. Because frankly, I have a feeling that it's going to be nothing like I'll have planned it to be anyways. Why spend my time mapping out my future when things are always stopping that from happening.
I'm ranting;
Bonnaroo! I think I might die from all kinds of things. I don't think I'll be coming back from Tennessee. Because after the festival I will die happy.
Thank You Ladies & Gents,
Time to Slack Off,
Ella
Agency Assistant
CC: M. Tavernini & Associates