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atoli_in_sky

[Dream] - 007

Oct 22, 2009 21:26

( You poor kid. )

emooooooooo, ic, angst- everyone's favorite breakfast, dream

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notjust_risette October 23 2009, 04:05:15 UTC

Atoli-chan?

atoli_in_sky October 24 2009, 01:09:25 UTC

*And one person, she didn't want to speak to. ...She really should use filters.*

R-rise-san... I'm so sorry...! I didn't mean to show you that kind of things...

notjust_risette October 24 2009, 03:03:37 UTC

...It's unavoidable though right? But, Atoli-chan, did you really...?

atoli_in_sky October 24 2009, 03:16:39 UTC

... Yes. Before middle school ended. ...I did.

*being bullied, feels like no one appreciate ya, and going around in suicide websites will do that to you. 8l*

notjust_risette October 24 2009, 03:27:22 UTC

[She a little quiet at first, sincerely worried about Atoli.]

You did mention about the bullying but I... didn't think that it was that bad.

atoli_in_sky October 24 2009, 03:31:51 UTC

Now that I think about... it wasn't them. It was me.

People kept trying to push in different directions and I ... I just took it. Played the victim.

*Even if this was hard, telling her all of this ... was rather refreshing though.*

notjust_risette October 24 2009, 03:36:00 UTC

You... really did that to yourself?

[Not sure how to take all this but she's glad that Atoli talking about it to her.]

atoli_in_sky October 24 2009, 04:02:05 UTC

*she nods - albeit shamefully.*

notjust_risette October 24 2009, 04:17:20 UTC

[She bites her bottom lip...]

I'm so sorry... But you're okay now, right?

atoli_in_sky October 27 2009, 01:25:03 UTC

Yes... Near the time I got into high school... I met someone really seemed very caring of me. And I stopped doing ...that to myself.

notjust_risette October 27 2009, 02:08:40 UTC

Well, I'm glad you met someone who helped you stop.

atoli_in_sky October 27 2009, 21:00:09 UTC

Yes. I-I was very glad too! He ... was very nice.

notjust_risette October 28 2009, 01:27:18 UTC

Was this... Haseo-san?

atoli_in_sky October 28 2009, 21:12:23 UTC

No. It was someone named Sakaki. *a little wince here* It was a little before I met Haseo-san.

notjust_risette October 29 2009, 04:05:11 UTC

How was Sasaki like? They must've been really nice to help you out like they did.

atoli_in_sky October 30 2009, 21:34:08 UTC

Sakaki-san was very considerate and kind person. He helped a lot of lost people and sort of gave them a purpose.... Until he changed.

*A sad, sad smile here.* Maybe he was just pretending when he helped me. I'm not sure what Sakaki-san was like anymore.

But at the time, yes. It was really nice of him to help like he did.

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