Aug 14, 2007 23:22
Yep. Brian is off into the sea...lol. He told me last night that it could be anywhere between two to four months, and today told me that the earliest he would be back is October 21st and the latest would be December 21st. I guess I'll just have to wait and see what happens now won't I?? I'm amazed that I have broke out in tears today, seeing as today his ship left. I did tear up right after I got off the phone with him, but I sucked it up, and said hey...I'm gonna be fine, and I've gotta be strong or else I'll go crazy. Anyways, I miss him a whole bunch, and I cannot wait to go visit him when he comes back and gets all settled in. I have decided to pursue teaching for a few years, and am currently look for schools that I think will help me get certified and prepare me for teaching. I'm so excited about what the future holds me. I've learned that I have got to stop stressing out so much about where my life is headed, and that I have to hold on to my faith, and give it to God. I had to babysit Kalil today, and then both he and Kamryn once I picked her up from school...my how they've grown in the three months that I haven't them...and I think that they have worn me out, so I'm gonna go read for a minute and fall asleep soon I'm sure.
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