Stop worrying....start moving....

[atlgurl6584]

I cannot believe that I have not updated my journal in almost two months...maybe three...what's that all about? I think about writing...and then I just don't. Guess I'm just really good at keeping things on the inside. Yeah. That's it. Just got back from seeing Hairspray with Arsed, Denise, and Twanda...and it was really a great movie. It made my night (since we had to forgo seeing "300" because of the monsoon). With each passing day, I'm realizing more and more that it is truly time to make a plan for my life, and follow it. No excuses. Brian will be leaving in about two weeks (just found out today...he'll be leaving August 10), and then I'll have to fins other things to keep me happy even though he's gone. I spent the weekend with him, and as I was leaving on Sunday evening, I just couldn't contain myself and just broke down and cried in his arms. It's weird how God puts that one person in your life that you could care so much for, and love so much, just to make sure that you'll feel the same way once he is away from you. We've been together for almost two years...wow...and he's truly made me a better person. That's what our significant other should do. Build you up. Not bring you down. Well, I have a little bit more time to spend with him her, and I really have to cherish every moment that I have with him...he'll be gone for 27 months....whew. I've realized that when he leaves, I'll have no choice but to put my life in order. It's time to seriously get down to business. It's been a year and two months since I became a graduate of Agnes Scott, and I don't have anything to show for it. That's all about to change. It's time to step out on faith, and start listening to what's in my heart and soul...and stop doubting myself so much. In the end I know that things will work out, but until then, I have to make sure that I am doing everything in my power to make those changes happen.

*Hugs and Kisses!!!
Ashley