Jan 30, 2007 01:03
So I'm waiting. People say that the hardest thing to do is wait, and having patience is the ultimate test of your faith in God. I honestly believe that is so true. I'm waiting on the Lord to show me that there is more to life than working a job where you don't feel appreciated, and feel taken for granted on a regular basis. I'm waiting on the Lord to show me that my decision to pursue a career in pharmacy is right for me. I'm waiting on the Lord to simply show me a sign. A sign to let me know that everything will be fine, and that my life will turn out better than I could have ever imagined. I made a vow this past December that it was my last Christmas at Target, and I am dead serious. I feel like I'm not using everything that I learned at Agnes, and I know I didn't endure four year of happiness, along with some pain, to work at Target full-time. I am two seconds from just walking out the door, and saying "I'll holla", but I know that cannot happen until other things come first. I'm holding on to God's word that He will do what He says, and that I just have to hold on. Lord, I'm waiting. Lord, I'm waiting. Lord, I'm waiting.
.....I am so hitting the gym tomorrow....and hard too....I'm stressed