I am so bored.
It would be super if I had a life. I need distractions right now. I need social interaction, but I'm too sick to go out so I've been watching lots of movies instead. Goddamn, I can't hear anything. And it's your fault. Yeah! If I hadn't gone to Rochester I bet I wouldn't have gotten sick. If my eardrum never heals and I go deaf, it will all be because you made me kiss you. I didn't want to. AT ALL. Okay, that's completely untrue.
I don't know what's going on... my brain is jumbled. I really have nothing to do. I've exhausted every source of entertainment available to me. I just read two books in a row. I'd like to sleep, but I'm not tired yet. I'll probably just force myself to sleep soon anyway.
I've been having bad dreams.
My stupid heater thing keeps turning on for 10 seconds and then shutting off. I don't know why it doesn't stay on, it's plenty cold in here and I'm sure the heat threshold has not been exceeded. If you know what I mean. Probably not, but I don't feel like explaining.
I'm going to take up smoking again. It's been weeks since I had a cigarette... three or four weeks I guess. It's such an enjoyable form of self-destruction. I <3 destruction. Oh, memories.
Zoey, we are hang out soon. I need to get healed up first. A few more days.
I give up. Sleepytime.
I don't know what's going on... my brain is jumbled. I really have nothing to do. I've exhausted every source of entertainment available to me. I just read two books in a row. I'd like to sleep, but I'm not tired yet. I'll probably just force myself to sleep soon anyway.
I've been having bad dreams.
My stupid heater thing keeps turning on for 10 seconds and then shutting off. I don't know why it doesn't stay on, it's plenty cold in here and I'm sure the heat threshold has not been exceeded. If you know what I mean. Probably not, but I don't feel like explaining.
I'm going to take up smoking again. It's been weeks since I had a cigarette... three or four weeks I guess. It's such an enjoyable form of self-destruction. I <3 destruction. Oh, memories.
Zoey, we are hang out soon. I need to get healed up first. A few more days.
I give up. Sleepytime.