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[atleastascratch]

I Am a Backward Pedophile. My grandmother Dies in Ohio.

I can’t wear my skin this way. I can’t wear
my body when I cannot
sleep and she falls asleep too often
too soon and into some constant sleep.

Yesterday
I leapt out of a chair like ancient women
fall, only
I did not break a hip or begin
to bruise. I thought of some man
and what I might take from him.