May 11, 2006 13:48
well, i graduated. no more CMU, SAC, Mt. P. freaking craaaaazy. i got to see my lover rebecca and it was fan-fucking-tastic. i'm basically all moved in here at waynes in BC. just gotta make one more trip to Mt. P to get my bed, desk and a few other things and to clean. i've been here since tuesday afternoon and im already going insane from boredom. yesterday was spent putting everything away, organizing the closet, kitchen etc etc etc. went to the store. bought some new sheets, some food. i was done by like 5 or something. wayne played softball for work and was gone till 9:30. i was going nuts from being here all day. so he got home and i was all crying and being 3rd-week-of-the-pill emotional. i dont know anyone here. i dont know my way around that well yet. i gots no job. the thought of looking for one makes me sick. nothing to do. i dont like not having a routine. anyways i kinda freaked out last night. whatever. so today i joined the gym. its literally right around the corner from the apt so its nice. its a Golds Gym and its really big and nice and theres an upstairs thats for women only. i had a nice workout today. i just had some lunch. now i got nothing to do again. why is it so freaking cold today?? k im outtie.