Nice people do not deserve to suffer
My birthday weekend was great. Went out to Allen and a bunch of people met me there. Holy hangover yesterday. Then we had a couple people over last night. Tonight we are going to the Deuce, which is walking distance from our house.
Today I went to go see my grandma. She is in the nursing home and my aunts/uncles/dad were told to start getting the funeral arrangements set. It's really hard to see the people you love falling away from you. She has pneumonia and degenerative heart failure. I wasn't there long...just to see my aunts and basically to say good-bye. I feel really sad for my grandpa, because it will be so hard for him to let go. I guess he was telling stories to everyone that was up there today. Death sucks. It sucks when its sudden, like my mom, but I think it's harder when you are watching someone slowly break down especially when there is nothing you can do. I need to stop thinking about this.
Today I went to go see my grandma. She is in the nursing home and my aunts/uncles/dad were told to start getting the funeral arrangements set. It's really hard to see the people you love falling away from you. She has pneumonia and degenerative heart failure. I wasn't there long...just to see my aunts and basically to say good-bye. I feel really sad for my grandpa, because it will be so hard for him to let go. I guess he was telling stories to everyone that was up there today. Death sucks. It sucks when its sudden, like my mom, but I think it's harder when you are watching someone slowly break down especially when there is nothing you can do. I need to stop thinking about this.