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I forgot this feeling. The waking up the night after the party. The greasy egg and potato breakfasts. Sitting on my couch simultaneously on the internet and watching a movie. Boys Don't Cry is such a great movie. How crazy would it be to live everyday feeling like you are meant to be a different gender? One of my friend has a theory that transgender or transsexual people feel misplaced in their body and gender because they are caught up in a past life where they were that gender.
You know when you like like someone and you know they feel the same way but you are afraid to articulate it because you think you are going to jinx it? That's how I feel about my life right now. I want to say how happy, calm, and peaceful I am but I know that the universe will throw a fucking shitstorm in my way if I admit it. But I am freaking the FUCK out about graduating. What am I going to do with my life? There's a couple things I know I want to do with my life.
1. Live in Paris or at least travel France for a couple of months.
2. Eat at the fanciest, most prestigious restaurant in the world.
3. Write.
4. If I can't focus enough for one career- have multiple careers-one for each of my passions.
5.Travel around South America
6. Make enough money to be comfortable
You know when you like like someone and you know they feel the same way but you are afraid to articulate it because you think you are going to jinx it? That's how I feel about my life right now. I want to say how happy, calm, and peaceful I am but I know that the universe will throw a fucking shitstorm in my way if I admit it. But I am freaking the FUCK out about graduating. What am I going to do with my life? There's a couple things I know I want to do with my life.
1. Live in Paris or at least travel France for a couple of months.
2. Eat at the fanciest, most prestigious restaurant in the world.
3. Write.
4. If I can't focus enough for one career- have multiple careers-one for each of my passions.
5.Travel around South America
6. Make enough money to be comfortable