Decisions
I feel like I need to make some life altering decisions or I'm going to be unhappy and regret it down the road.
#1- even though I'm about to graduate, I'm going to change my major. I'll still graduate, but I will be going back for something a tad different. I think I'm switching to Radiography instead. It's still a health field, but it's not a nurse. I don't have to deal with needles, and I still get to help people. I could see doing that for years to come. I think...unlike being a case manager which I don't think I could handle for a week.
#2- Start putting my foot down on some things and get my life together. I find myself being more and more irritated with things. Well, some I cannot control, so I just need to deal with them better.
#3- help my mom obtain her own car again somehow so I'm not constantly giving mine up anymore. I'd like to help mom and all, but I can't keep doing it. It's putting too much pressure on myself to keep doing it. I have to get up early to take her to work and then I'm tired when I go to school and then I have to rush school to go pick her up. I can't keep doing it because I'm starting to resent it. That's a bad sign.
#4- Let go of all of this stuff with my brother because even though I think he's really stupid, he's still my brother. Stuff with mom too.
#5- Start spending more quality time with Matt. We only see each other on the weekend still, and that's just not enough for me. I need something more than that, and if that means I need to drive over there when mom doesn't have the car, then maybe I need to do that.
#6- Stop procrastinating everything ever. It continues to blow up in my face.
#7- Get a better nights sleep.
#8- Organize everything in the house and decide if I really want it or am really going to use it. Too much clutter.
#9- Eat better than I do.
#10- Reduce my stress levels by actually doing some kind of workout which will boost my energy and confidence and all that jazz.
That's what I need to do. I think. =)
#1- even though I'm about to graduate, I'm going to change my major. I'll still graduate, but I will be going back for something a tad different. I think I'm switching to Radiography instead. It's still a health field, but it's not a nurse. I don't have to deal with needles, and I still get to help people. I could see doing that for years to come. I think...unlike being a case manager which I don't think I could handle for a week.
#2- Start putting my foot down on some things and get my life together. I find myself being more and more irritated with things. Well, some I cannot control, so I just need to deal with them better.
#3- help my mom obtain her own car again somehow so I'm not constantly giving mine up anymore. I'd like to help mom and all, but I can't keep doing it. It's putting too much pressure on myself to keep doing it. I have to get up early to take her to work and then I'm tired when I go to school and then I have to rush school to go pick her up. I can't keep doing it because I'm starting to resent it. That's a bad sign.
#4- Let go of all of this stuff with my brother because even though I think he's really stupid, he's still my brother. Stuff with mom too.
#5- Start spending more quality time with Matt. We only see each other on the weekend still, and that's just not enough for me. I need something more than that, and if that means I need to drive over there when mom doesn't have the car, then maybe I need to do that.
#6- Stop procrastinating everything ever. It continues to blow up in my face.
#7- Get a better nights sleep.
#8- Organize everything in the house and decide if I really want it or am really going to use it. Too much clutter.
#9- Eat better than I do.
#10- Reduce my stress levels by actually doing some kind of workout which will boost my energy and confidence and all that jazz.
That's what I need to do. I think. =)