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so last night blake and i went on a really nice date and we had a great time and then we met everyone for a movie and then i got really scared about dating him and i started to kind of freak out. but when i went over to his apartment we talked about everything for like 2 hours and i realy needed that. at this point in time him and i havent even kissed so it was really hard for me to flip that friend to boyfriend switch and then as the conversation was dying down he just grabed me a kissed me. i dont think my breath has ever been taken away like that before. it was amazing and i instintly flet different about everything. its so strange. its hard because we're such good friend going into this that we dont need those first three months to get to know each other so its just a little bit odd.. its like now what? idk... he is leaving soon to go to the coast for a wedding and i told him not to call me before we kissed that way it would give me some time to cool down and think about things and i cant stop now. im not sure what we are supposed to do at this point in time. i know he will be good to me and i know that i will be good to him... i guess we'll just seee.