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Mar 20, 2007 22:34

ssooo, its still up in the air as far as what I'm doing. I think I like him, but I dont want a boyfriend. Well, I like hanging out with him and I waking up next to him and I like talking to him... but as far as being his girlfriend, I'm not sure I like him that much.

I really want Kappa Delta, but he may stand in the way.

No guy is worth that.

However, he may not stand in the way. He is their daggerman anyway... I dunno.

Well, if anything is going to happen, I'm going to be wined and dined first...

I want to date and have fun... I dont want to be held down. I'm having too much fun just doing what I want.

He said he isnt going to pressure me though, which is good I guess, but I want him to show interest and I have a feeling he might just completely shy away. I'm just going to have to tell him what I want. I mean, talks over the noisy fraternity bar and pillow talks, arnt a great way to get to know each other.

Although, with him sort of leaving me alone, I can make that good-bad choice I want to make with a super hot guy. I dont know too much about this guy except he's hot, has traveled a lot, and talks about himself every chance he gets... also, he is a really bad dancer, which I hope doesnt mean he's bad in other departments. If he is, I'll just have to show him the ropes.

In other news. There is a Janterm which is going to Japan. I will be on that trip to see my stupid friend Ben, who never calls me and hates me. Who, if is reading this... should call me.

I lost my cell phone... I love you Ben.

I actually want to marry Ben. For those of you out there.... Ben is my future husband. :)

I can't wait for this weekend... I just can't fucking wait!! 3 more days. Holy fuck... 3 more days. I think I am going to get wasted...
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