when i got off of the MARTA...i was walking home...and i saw this thick padded envelope nailed to a telephone pole with the address on it..."Fr: I(whoever I am) To: You(whoever you are)"...so of course i had to tear it down and see what was inside...theres this...uummm...letter??? in it...along with 2 dollars
someone took the time to write all this down in not necessarily "calligraphy" but some other style of writing that obviously took them a while...and ive never seen anything like this...so i dont know what to think about it...other than "crazy crazy
CRAZY...
this is that letter...
"Dear whomever you may be,
I address this, our first & last correspondence as just I have, because I do not know at all who you are. I feel the need, and this is all I know, to attempt the creation & destruction of beauty all at once. You hold in your hands lover, miracle of meat & spirit, fellow human, my toothy anguished joyous howl in the face of doom. This is a mandala, I have made no record or duplicate. I hurl this like metal junk into the cavern of your heart with desperate beautiful foolish & hope that it will strike a spark there, illuminating you this simple moment.
I want desperately you to taste my blood. Swallow my heart. Grant me the love I have granted you unknowingly; let us, in our anonymity be joined & mutually blessed. Gods, though imaginary, creating one another, and in the blessing of total omniscient sight that we have invented, let us become real; for who is real that is all unseen. Untasted fruit rots. I make you real. Here, you, person standing in, like a personal post-modern messiah, for the generality of all persons. Know that I have loved you deeply & truly. Take these words as proof of it. Believe. Know that I have wept all the tears of a nihilist understood as I have written you.
This is not art, it is magicless prayer.
Know that every time I pass pocked & rusted-scaled pole you have found this fastened to I will touch it like a lovers lip & pray a silent prayer to whatever god or whatever thing you find most true. Think of me also.
Utter a prayer to the unknowably vast gorgeousness & horror of the entire earth & the vaster universe. Pray that I have come to a productive peace within it, like a fruit tree in the ground. Pray that I have come to love both my separateness and my oneness as a being in the world. And pray, I pray, that I will die fulfilled, knowing that I have met my self-created purpose for my life, to make others believe in the beauty & worthwhileness of the world & life in it, in a way that does not deny its horrors.
Yours so truly,
X"
i didnt know what to do with that...so i kept it...and used the money to get an order of fries at the zestos...thanks freaky person...thumbs up to your insane self