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i love it......just when i have a job that takes up all my time, so i dont have to keep going through the daily torture of being alive in a shitty town such as this....now as i finally start to go back out to clubs and bars and beaches, and concerts, doing things fun, meeting girls,and such, the one i meet turns out to be a bitch, so i told my friend john good luck with her, cuz he said he thought she was attractive as well.....and they hit it off and are now together..all i see is happy couples, all i hear is happy couples, whether its ppl i know or someone ive never met....im not the same guy i use to be, i mean shit...im not fucking perfect but who is.....i could go to a bar and pick up some ho dancing on the bar, and letting ppl stuff money in her fucking panties, but when i wanna go and find someone to be with its always a dead end, either i have someone who i really care about thiking that i didnt want them to begin with, which was total bullshit(coughcoughSTEVIEDAYcoughcough) i really did care about you, i was just going through somehting you didnt want to take them time to help me through, and u thought i was different? ill tell you what i think, i think i was a fucking rebound, and you just didnt want to admit. Also, i stopped talking to you b/c i knew it would just hurt me even more to continue talking to you, so now that thats clard up......at least i have a serious job, instead of some fast food shit thats gonna fall through. i already have about 600 savd up, and im not gonna stop till i can go to school. then i can tell this town to fuck off, and fuck all you happy couples by the way, you make me wanna fucking vomit up my own heart and sell it on e-bay.
just had to get that out...
oh, and one love to the beach, my only true friend
just had to get that out...
oh, and one love to the beach, my only true friend