It's Hard To Say I Miss You
All I wanted to do was be with him. Being to able touch his body and feel its warmth. Being with him makes me feel loved and not feel as worthless as I feel most days. Sometimes I feel myself starting to depend on him a little more than I should which I shouldn't be doing because that would cause me to be dependant on people. Today though felt weird because it just felt like the whole relationship felt like it was starting to evaporate... that worries me sometimes. So I told him we need some space, I don't think he believes me. I think we're together a little too much making it hard to find things to talk about and such. I love Josh Groban.