I face myself to cross out what I have become and erase forgiving what I have done
wow, what a blur the past few Months has been with things
For starts: I would have posted this all last night but I was suffering from a terrible migraine and I am not much better thus why I am out in a severe tstorm at puccinos trying to get better, I needed to get out last night and relax.. but weather wasn't much better yday and all..so I pretty much spent the night crying holding my head.. in pain.... Migraines suck... and when you feel like I did last night and if you have no idea what it is like to feel what I feel sometimes thank your lucky ass stars... but being where I am now the enviorment around me is making me better... This is something else I need to work on... taking care of myself better, and stop throwing fits to get what I want.. a behavior I fight hard to not fall into. but it happens time to time. Namely when I can't get out and party and stuff. My joke is Paris hilton sadly aint got shite on me.... been there done that bought the tshirt and wrote the book... Tho I am working so hard on over coming that
May 3-5 mom and sis in town.. took the haunted tour.. that was fun.. I miss them
May 11 had to deal with the Mariott on causeway after a server/hostess triple charged me for a salad and iced tea.. needless to say I won't be going back there, but my bank did do a good job and fixing the problem.
May 25th saw P.o.c At the worlds end... and later that evening got my nose pierced,Kaycee at Electric Expressions was great..in fact the place was so impressive I later went back to get my tattoo.
May 31, Worked went after work to Electric Expressions and got my Celtic Knot tattoo done by Jessie.
June 30 Went to the French Quarter and danced alot and got tipsy as hell at the Whirling Dervish but I needed to blow steam big time.
June 31,Went to lady moon, to the pagan pride day benefit sale. The 5.00 to get in was for the Pagan Pride day aka Utterly wicked weekend.. for that weekend I am getting a room at the Hotel Montleone.
July 3rd went out to the movies with Scrybesg, and seen transformers,to hell with what the critics said that movie so rocked.. and the sound track...is also very good.. I like loves Lincon parks what I have become.
July 4th Chilled at home and research Celtic and Norse paganism, folks there is lots of good stuff in here, that has helped me out as of late greatly..
This brings us to the now, after much research I am happy to report I am better.. after my spiritual studies...
Lately I noticed kinder and better me thanks to the Gods...
for instance two occasions.. The first I am most happy about.. some asshat on the bus was cruel to a lady because she wasn't toothpick thin.. an in short I told him kindly go to hell. He had no right to deny her a seat on a public bus over that. And two some of you know I had an envy problem with AG back from Ohio, jealous of her fame, and all, and I had the chance to be an ass but I didn't I swallowed it up and said.. Ok, granted I am a bit more knowledgeable, and have on and off again assisted and ran sites for people like me who suffer an energy imbalance. She was claiming she was miss get bad ass ghost hunter, when I remember she didn't know astral projections from dream dreams.. or other stuff. but granted long ago.. I made a decision to help others like me... and while I have in the past stepped wrong and acted immature about somethings... I learned.. and I now know i need to be a example. so I held my tounge and swallowed it down..and was a lady.
As for Tulane,, still arguing with Herzing over Transcripts.. when they are in the mood I get off work so late the offices are closed.. so. What to do.
Anyrate other good news... Back in the day at herzing I let a self grandioseing guy scare me out of trying for my mcse... plus I was so heated and upset at the time trying to get a tech job.. I stopped trying in a way out of frustration. But as of late.. my motivation is back... so off of here, and to the grocery before it gets bad again... Then home to study...
in other good news I am slowly getting back on my diet proper... and my routine to try out for color guard at Tulane is much improved but I must hop off of here, and go to that grocery.. .grrr the rain is back... and I need to go back and study my vista shite, I still say its funny I try to replicate erors alot of our users get but I am not getting them? Its fun being the only other Vista tech where I work.
What I've Done lyrics by Linkin Park.
"What I've done lyrics"
In this farewell
there's no blood
there's no alibi
coz I've drawn regret
from the truth
of thousand lies
So let mercy come
and wash away
[chorus]
What I've done
I face myself
to cross-out what I've become
erase myself
and let go of what I've done
Put to rest
what you've thought of me
Well I clean this slate
with the hands of uncertainty
[ What I've Done lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
So let mercy come
and wash away
[chorus]
What I've done
I face myself
to cross-out what I've become
erase myself
and let go of what I've done
For what I've done
I start again
and whatever pain may come
today this ends
Im forgiving what I've done
I face myself
to cross-out what I've become
erase myself
and let go of what I've done
What I've done
What I've done
Forgiving what I've done
For starts: I would have posted this all last night but I was suffering from a terrible migraine and I am not much better thus why I am out in a severe tstorm at puccinos trying to get better, I needed to get out last night and relax.. but weather wasn't much better yday and all..so I pretty much spent the night crying holding my head.. in pain.... Migraines suck... and when you feel like I did last night and if you have no idea what it is like to feel what I feel sometimes thank your lucky ass stars... but being where I am now the enviorment around me is making me better... This is something else I need to work on... taking care of myself better, and stop throwing fits to get what I want.. a behavior I fight hard to not fall into. but it happens time to time. Namely when I can't get out and party and stuff. My joke is Paris hilton sadly aint got shite on me.... been there done that bought the tshirt and wrote the book... Tho I am working so hard on over coming that
May 3-5 mom and sis in town.. took the haunted tour.. that was fun.. I miss them
May 11 had to deal with the Mariott on causeway after a server/hostess triple charged me for a salad and iced tea.. needless to say I won't be going back there, but my bank did do a good job and fixing the problem.
May 25th saw P.o.c At the worlds end... and later that evening got my nose pierced,Kaycee at Electric Expressions was great..in fact the place was so impressive I later went back to get my tattoo.
May 31, Worked went after work to Electric Expressions and got my Celtic Knot tattoo done by Jessie.
June 30 Went to the French Quarter and danced alot and got tipsy as hell at the Whirling Dervish but I needed to blow steam big time.
June 31,Went to lady moon, to the pagan pride day benefit sale. The 5.00 to get in was for the Pagan Pride day aka Utterly wicked weekend.. for that weekend I am getting a room at the Hotel Montleone.
July 3rd went out to the movies with Scrybesg, and seen transformers,to hell with what the critics said that movie so rocked.. and the sound track...is also very good.. I like loves Lincon parks what I have become.
July 4th Chilled at home and research Celtic and Norse paganism, folks there is lots of good stuff in here, that has helped me out as of late greatly..
This brings us to the now, after much research I am happy to report I am better.. after my spiritual studies...
Lately I noticed kinder and better me thanks to the Gods...
for instance two occasions.. The first I am most happy about.. some asshat on the bus was cruel to a lady because she wasn't toothpick thin.. an in short I told him kindly go to hell. He had no right to deny her a seat on a public bus over that. And two some of you know I had an envy problem with AG back from Ohio, jealous of her fame, and all, and I had the chance to be an ass but I didn't I swallowed it up and said.. Ok, granted I am a bit more knowledgeable, and have on and off again assisted and ran sites for people like me who suffer an energy imbalance. She was claiming she was miss get bad ass ghost hunter, when I remember she didn't know astral projections from dream dreams.. or other stuff. but granted long ago.. I made a decision to help others like me... and while I have in the past stepped wrong and acted immature about somethings... I learned.. and I now know i need to be a example. so I held my tounge and swallowed it down..and was a lady.
As for Tulane,, still arguing with Herzing over Transcripts.. when they are in the mood I get off work so late the offices are closed.. so. What to do.
Anyrate other good news... Back in the day at herzing I let a self grandioseing guy scare me out of trying for my mcse... plus I was so heated and upset at the time trying to get a tech job.. I stopped trying in a way out of frustration. But as of late.. my motivation is back... so off of here, and to the grocery before it gets bad again... Then home to study...
in other good news I am slowly getting back on my diet proper... and my routine to try out for color guard at Tulane is much improved but I must hop off of here, and go to that grocery.. .grrr the rain is back... and I need to go back and study my vista shite, I still say its funny I try to replicate erors alot of our users get but I am not getting them? Its fun being the only other Vista tech where I work.
What I've Done lyrics by Linkin Park.
"What I've done lyrics"
In this farewell
there's no blood
there's no alibi
coz I've drawn regret
from the truth
of thousand lies
So let mercy come
and wash away
[chorus]
What I've done
I face myself
to cross-out what I've become
erase myself
and let go of what I've done
Put to rest
what you've thought of me
Well I clean this slate
with the hands of uncertainty
[ What I've Done lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
So let mercy come
and wash away
[chorus]
What I've done
I face myself
to cross-out what I've become
erase myself
and let go of what I've done
For what I've done
I start again
and whatever pain may come
today this ends
Im forgiving what I've done
I face myself
to cross-out what I've become
erase myself
and let go of what I've done
What I've done
What I've done
Forgiving what I've done