Jun 02, 2010 22:54
Why am I so addicted to the stuff? Sometimes it is the only thing that makes me happy in the day. It makes me bouncy, productive, but I KNOW it will be far more effective if I just reduce my dosage a little.
I gave it up for October, then resumed the habit worse than ever. Starte taking eph again too. It makes me happy AND warm...
I cut down to 200mg by the end of last week, and then what do I do, but get right back up to 750mg today. Yes, I only got 5 hrs of sleep and had to wake at 5am, but still.
Ok, time to go to sleep.