I need to post more

Apr 19, 2010 20:38

I really, really miss reading here, but I spend all my free time playing farmville or some other way to kill time that I don't have. I am not depressed or anything, I just need a way to feel like I am working towards my goals. I need to have a new mantra, since my old one of "I am so lucky- I have the will, ability, and opportunity to learn" doesn't do it anymore, since I am not learning.

I ran a race on the weekend of the 11th and had to drop out at the 37km mark due to an injury. I was in 5th place, which is actually OK. It just hurt a lot.

My financial situation is basically reversed from how it was last year at this time. I have money to spend. I don't pay rent, I don't have car payments or anything. I have a load of debt, but it is all relatively low-interest at this point.

I am thinking strongly of hiring a coach, at 175$ per month, for the next 15 months. My running has changed, my attitude towards it has changed, and I need someone to help me with the next step. The only thing that is keeping me from taking this step is worrying about what J might think of such a 'frivolous' expense... but I contacted them on the weekend anyways. :)
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