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SUMMER 07 is finally here!!! Thank god. I was so sick of school/hw/teachers... I feel so relieved that the pressure of finals and everything is finally off me. I'm basically going to be working a crap load this summer. This is really going to be my last free summer of fun HS memories b/c next summer I'll be preparing to go to college which I still can't believe and its kind of scary to think about it. I'll be making a couple college visits this summer, I'm visiting UVM this Friday then sometime probably UNH and Bryant University...
It's like finally hitting me too that Rachel is leaving in 3 days. Like I just dont know what I'm feeling right now. Its like chaos. I'm excited that summer is here and i'm out of school and can do basically anything and then I think how Rachel will be gone for a little over a month...I mean I'll be able to visit once sometime but I mean still I have trouble not seeing her after a week alone! I'm not trying to make this like an emo entry or trying to gain any attention here but I just really care about her and I'm going to miss her so much... I mean sometimes I think I should just grow up and just live life of how it comes and goes and other times I'm like blah! Its so confusing. Sometimes I just feel like she doesnt share the same kind of feelings that I have for her b/c its like she doesnt show it as much as I do(But hey that's just me I can be very obsessive sometimes) I'm taking this way to seriously and I need to get a life...
I love her.
It's like finally hitting me too that Rachel is leaving in 3 days. Like I just dont know what I'm feeling right now. Its like chaos. I'm excited that summer is here and i'm out of school and can do basically anything and then I think how Rachel will be gone for a little over a month...I mean I'll be able to visit once sometime but I mean still I have trouble not seeing her after a week alone! I'm not trying to make this like an emo entry or trying to gain any attention here but I just really care about her and I'm going to miss her so much... I mean sometimes I think I should just grow up and just live life of how it comes and goes and other times I'm like blah! Its so confusing. Sometimes I just feel like she doesnt share the same kind of feelings that I have for her b/c its like she doesnt show it as much as I do(But hey that's just me I can be very obsessive sometimes) I'm taking this way to seriously and I need to get a life...
I love her.