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SO alot has been happening lately...
I went to Souhegan's Prom last Friday night and it was a fun night..i'm not gonna lie! It was weird though, not knowing anyone besides the people I worked with and then a few Merrimack people here and there. I was glad Rachel had a good time, I pretty much was dead by the end of the night and practically fell asleep at the after party. I got to bed by 3:30 and I had SAT's that morning at 8:00!!! Not cool. I think I did farely well on them though but who knows I probably fucked up somehow.
Everyone is talking about Merrimack's Prom now and I cannnt wait! Its still like 4 weeks away thoough..I'm looking forward to the end of the school year and then Im not...the only reason I dont want summer to come is that Rachel will be gone away at her summer house for I dont even know how long so I just dont know whats going to happen. I mean I miss her as it is with only seeing her during the weekends most of the time but I just dont know..Sometimes I think I'm just taking this waay too seriously but other times I dont..idk its hard to explain. I like her a lot and i guess I'm just afraid i'm going to lose her. Blah.. idk she's just different from a lot of the other girls that I've went out with. I feel like I can talk to her about anything, I can be myself, I feel comfortable around her and at times get that weird butterfly feeling in the pit of my stomach (You know what I mean).I mean yeah we've only been going out for a lil over 3 months and I shouldnt be getting ahead of myself here but I just don't know. I dont know how she feels about this...all I know is that I'm willing to give it a shot and put forth the effort if she is...this is just my way of getting this out there and w/e happens...happens. I couldnt be any happier now and I wouldnt have it any other way. ok i'm done rambling. bye!
I went to Souhegan's Prom last Friday night and it was a fun night..i'm not gonna lie! It was weird though, not knowing anyone besides the people I worked with and then a few Merrimack people here and there. I was glad Rachel had a good time, I pretty much was dead by the end of the night and practically fell asleep at the after party. I got to bed by 3:30 and I had SAT's that morning at 8:00!!! Not cool. I think I did farely well on them though but who knows I probably fucked up somehow.
Everyone is talking about Merrimack's Prom now and I cannnt wait! Its still like 4 weeks away thoough..I'm looking forward to the end of the school year and then Im not...the only reason I dont want summer to come is that Rachel will be gone away at her summer house for I dont even know how long so I just dont know whats going to happen. I mean I miss her as it is with only seeing her during the weekends most of the time but I just dont know..Sometimes I think I'm just taking this waay too seriously but other times I dont..idk its hard to explain. I like her a lot and i guess I'm just afraid i'm going to lose her. Blah.. idk she's just different from a lot of the other girls that I've went out with. I feel like I can talk to her about anything, I can be myself, I feel comfortable around her and at times get that weird butterfly feeling in the pit of my stomach (You know what I mean).I mean yeah we've only been going out for a lil over 3 months and I shouldnt be getting ahead of myself here but I just don't know. I dont know how she feels about this...all I know is that I'm willing to give it a shot and put forth the effort if she is...this is just my way of getting this out there and w/e happens...happens. I couldnt be any happier now and I wouldnt have it any other way. ok i'm done rambling. bye!