Christmas coming...
Oh how I love this time of the year! Well even though it can be crazy, it always seems like everything works out to be okay. First off, I'm turning 16 on Saturday then of course Christmas, and then New Years after that! I just feel so much better or I guess am in a better sorta mood around this time because of the holidays. Though the only thing I regret around this time of year is that I'm single and idk its just a lot better around this time of year to celebrate everything with a special someone besides the family. Idk I feel like I'm never going to find anyone like that. This may seem really retarded but, I just don't know if I'm making a big deal out of this or what, or if maybe I am lonely, or something? I mean I dont wanna feel this way b/c this time of year is when your supposed to be happy and just have a good time with friends and family.
Ah well...I'll just have to keep waiting and just see whatever turns up in the future..Sometimes life can just feel...sucky at times. On another note, indoor track season has officially started, and I am totally pumped! I ended my Cross Country season at a meet in New York in a sophomore race against sophomores from 12 different states and I ended up 22nd place out of 250 something runners! I medaled, and seriously couldn't have been any prouder. My parents and coach snell were all proud, I just can't get enough of it. :-)
Ah well...I'll just have to keep waiting and just see whatever turns up in the future..Sometimes life can just feel...sucky at times. On another note, indoor track season has officially started, and I am totally pumped! I ended my Cross Country season at a meet in New York in a sophomore race against sophomores from 12 different states and I ended up 22nd place out of 250 something runners! I medaled, and seriously couldn't have been any prouder. My parents and coach snell were all proud, I just can't get enough of it. :-)