don't kill anyone til we get back to you!!
i am happy to report that there is absolutely not a damn exciting thing happening in my life at the moment...of course there's london in january, but at the present moment, nothing. i've been thinking a lot lately about my past relationships, and how each and every one of them has ended in the exact same way...except for one. and that one happens to be my ex-boyfriend of 3 and a half years. all the others came and went and are no longer a part of my life. it makes me sad in a way. the fact that someone you've once been intimately close to for a significant period of time can suddenly play no part in your life anymore is hard to swallow...especially when they've left an impression on you that lasts a lifetime. honestly i dont even know what i'm babbling about...it's 2:56 on friday night...saturday morning...can't sleep. why do we torture ourselves? i guess it's for the same reason that despite one failed/dysfunctional relationship after another we still manage to jump right into the next one with our eyes closed and ready for more.