Life's fucked but it could e worse
I'm a raging fuck up has anyone else noticed that? I push away the people who matter and really care about me and embrace the total fuck ups who just end up stabbing me in the back or worse in the end...but hey it's not all bad there is always Fiona. The most amazing person in my life who has some how turned out nigh on perfect I don't think that even I or her father could fuck it up. Also I've actually sworn off men for a while and have been free of a dis-functional relationship and celibate for the past three months. Yay me and gaining some fucking emotional will power...just miss snuggles with boys...I met a single mother who basically has the same story as me except she's still sleeping with the guy on occasion at least I'm not doing that. Anyways I'm getting off point what I started to writ this post to say is...To those of you who have been there for me and I pushed you away or just disappeared off you radar with out a reason or did something stupid to distance myself from you...I'm sorry. I've got me some issues, and with all this time I've had to myself lately, I've really been working on things.