Jun 01, 2014 13:38
Empire was excellent and I have had a really good few days recently, but not the suck is piling up again and I need to have a vent.
- Got back from event to a rejection letter for a job that would have been great. It was also a really negatively-worded letter, pointing out that I wasn't good enough rather than there were other better people (which is the lie I prefer to hear).
- Went for a job interview on Tuesday for a role that would have been perfect, and thought it went really well. Didn't hear anything until Friday and they didn't want me.
- Tent got wet and muddy again at Empire and I need to clean it and it already is starting to get holes in and I just want it to be better so I don't have to worry about it or spend more money on it argh
- Odyssey soon, which I'm really looking forward to but I am so worried about our group being small. I keep trying to recruit people but it doesn't work. I know it's a hard culture to pitch because of various problems, but things definitely won't get fixed if the group dwindles and disappears. I really love the group, and have been a part of it since before the first event, and it would be such a shame for it to fold. Argh, I don't know what to do.
stress,
angst