Saturday night, I lost my best friend
My son Dude died on Saturday. It happened the worst possible way. We were in Jamaica living it up and he was with a sitter. He was sick, but the sitter said he was getting better so we didn't have the sitter take him to the vet. Then he died. I can't shake the feeling that he died thinking we'd abandoned him. My heart is broken into a thousand pieces and I don't think it'll ever heal.