To dream a little dream
I'm not going to get into everything that has happened since I last posted but a quick summery of SOME things. FIrst of all I had my surgery just over a week ago. Doing ok, drainage tubes are the worst though. Very similar to post c-section surgery. Anxious to see what things look like when it's healed.
Over the last month Ryan and I have discussed moving out of state for various reasons that I'm not going to go into right this moment. Needless to say we are hoping by June we will either be moving or have decided we are best off here.
As far as my subject goes. I've been thinking recently. I really wish I could run my own business of some sort. I would love to get into photography. I've always been fascianted just never been able to afford the equipment that would allow me to really work on the craft. I love being able to organize myself and I'm so tired of working for people who don't give me credit for the good work I do. It just really frustrates me. I would also love to live on a farm and breed aussies. I'm not talking about a lot of breeds but like a litter a year type of situation. Doing something like this, even if I didn't make huge amounts of money, would be enjoyable for me and I dearly wish I could do it.
One of these days what I want will matter enough that I can actually do it. I have no problem puting my family first, it's a choice I made a long time ago, but some days I feel really cheated.
Over the last month Ryan and I have discussed moving out of state for various reasons that I'm not going to go into right this moment. Needless to say we are hoping by June we will either be moving or have decided we are best off here.
As far as my subject goes. I've been thinking recently. I really wish I could run my own business of some sort. I would love to get into photography. I've always been fascianted just never been able to afford the equipment that would allow me to really work on the craft. I love being able to organize myself and I'm so tired of working for people who don't give me credit for the good work I do. It just really frustrates me. I would also love to live on a farm and breed aussies. I'm not talking about a lot of breeds but like a litter a year type of situation. Doing something like this, even if I didn't make huge amounts of money, would be enjoyable for me and I dearly wish I could do it.
One of these days what I want will matter enough that I can actually do it. I have no problem puting my family first, it's a choice I made a long time ago, but some days I feel really cheated.