IM BACK
well this weekend was pretty good...it had its ups and downs. but good. lets see we left for McAllen on friday and got up there at like 230am. stayed at jose's dads/grandmas house. no one fell asleep til like 5am. well i stayed up til like 6 or so. then woke up early on saturday got ready and went to South Padre. it was alright weather. fucking jose and emilo were dragging me into the water. the way they were grabbing me mad me fall on my fucking knee and hurt it. when i got out of the water it was all bleeding and shit. now it hurts to bend it or make it straight. i cant even touch the bitch. the only good thing that came out of the fall was me getting a bruise :D cuz i love it when i get bruises cuz i usually NEVER get bruises. you can punch me in the same spot over and over again and i will still not get one. i know im weird buti love bruises. so then we go back to joses dads place. we were all suppose to go to mexico and go clubbing and get shit faced...well not me cuz i was the driver :( but jose pissed alot of ppl off cuz his bitch ass was drunk. so we leave jose and my sister at some place with his dad and me diana, nichole, robert, emilo, and this guy jerry go back to the house to figure out wat we were going to do. it took us fucking an hour and a half to decide. well diana didnt want robert or emilo to go with us so we leave them and we go to the club but couldnt get in cuz diana and nichole didnt have ID. so dianas cousin says were going to mexico. my mom told us b4 we left that her car doesnt cross the border. but i was going to go cuz i dont know...i didnt want to cuz i felt guilty but i wanted to have a good time. but then my sister calls and i tell her im going and she gets pissed and tells me to come home so i do. chilled there...some of them at the house smoked it up outside. i didnt fell like getting high so i said no and jus chilled. mark called me so i go into the room to chill and talk but then nichole and everyone who was high (besides jose) decide to go into the room and be fucking loud. laughing and shit and getting on my nervous cuz i was trying to talk to mark. i didnt mind nichole cuz im used to her being high and shit so i didnt mind her but fucking robert and emilo god. there fucking annoying sometimes...well more then jus sometimes. emilo got on everyones nervous the whole weekend. but then i think mark got upset with me and hung up. so i went to bed. he called me back later on but i didnt get to my phone fast enough. then today we went to go see my great grandma (we call her grandma). i havent seen her in like 2 or 3 years. i thought it was jus a year but my sis said its more. when i saw her me and my sis got all teary eye cuz we love my grandma so much and shes jus the greatest and sweetest person ever. we stayed there and talked with her and my aunt connie for like and hour and a half...not sure though. then we jus drove home. nicholes spending the nite and shes passed out right now but all well...im kind of tired but not really. i want mark to call cuz i know hes upset. i hope hes ok. i love him so much i wouldnt want anything to happen to him :-/ but im going to go. i love you babe