May 03, 2004 14:35
ok so this weekend was ok. had prom saturday and that was ok. it wasnt wat i expected. it was a small ass room. and the dance floor got over crowded at one point. but i had some fun. i actually danced. LOL. and Nivuer kept wanting to dance with me but i kept backing away. he dances to crazy for me. LOL. but yea it was fun to see him. but from wat people kept saying they liked how i looked. my friend Lavina didnt even know it was me. LOL. damn that girl can dance. but then again she was high. but damn she can dance. then there was this crazy ass guy there. omg he was fucked up some how. he kept dancing all fucking crazy and giving girls lap dances. and he grabbed courtney and started dancing crazy with her. she wanted to get away so bad so i got Nivuer to get her. but it was funny. i got home about 2. earlier then i wanted. i wanted to go to a club or to a party in galveston. but i dont have my fucking car. god i hate my mom. but anyways. it was ok i guess. i expected more but all well. oh and i left the after prom cuz that shit was so fucking boring. on to other topics. i talked to jason on friday. FINALLY. hes doing ok. hes living with benny. his now girlfriend. thats cool. he told me that he loved her. that was a shocker. he doesnt say those words very often. or at all. but im jus scared for him. he said that hes getting to attached and i dont want that to happen. cuz if things dont work out i dont want him to get his heart crushed again. but then again thats none of my business. i dont know i jus want him to be safe. he seems to be doing ok. hes a bit overwhelmed by everything. i would be too. i called his parents 3 way from work. hes dad is so fucking scary. but i dont know. he said that he would call in about once a week to check up on jason. so i guess i have to talk to jason about once a week. which by the way im not complaining LOL. and right now im kind of pissed cuz my sister changed my aol and AIM password. so i will not be closing my AIM. so im not really on when im not at work. god i hate my mom so fucking much. she such a bitch. my dad said he might talk to me tomorrow about getting my car back. but i dont know. my moms a bitch and she will prolly say no. god i hate her so fucking much. but anyways im going to go now. BYE