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I am terribly lonely right now. Why? Because he has said no to sex again -- a blowjob, even! I know this is not an easy time for him. Why can't I be more sensitive? Why am I letting this get to me so much?
Because I feel like he is rejecting me as a person?
Because I feel like this is some way he is justifying, via my transition, his issue with physical intimacy throughout the years of our relationship?
Because I feel like this might be the beginning of the end of our relationship?
Because sex is important to me?
Because, dammit, I just want to fuck?
I think something is fundamentally wrong here. This is about more than sex. Maybe it's finally catching up with both of us.
I don't want to let him go, but something in me says that I should prepare.
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Because I feel like he is rejecting me as a person?
Because I feel like this is some way he is justifying, via my transition, his issue with physical intimacy throughout the years of our relationship?
Because I feel like this might be the beginning of the end of our relationship?
Because sex is important to me?
Because, dammit, I just want to fuck?
I think something is fundamentally wrong here. This is about more than sex. Maybe it's finally catching up with both of us.
I don't want to let him go, but something in me says that I should prepare.
New video