On emotion
So… i can't understand complex emotion. I can't truly comprehend how people use emotional data in their lives. it's a realization that's a little more than humiliating, if for no other reason than that I'm incapable of something.
But the thing i understood is still true. I have to keep people at a distance. I can't trust myself and i won't allow myself to trust other. I indeed have no definition so to keep myslef from absorbing others' i must be a solitude that asks for nothing in return. I must learn silence, distance, and like the tao master inaction.
I must become a solitude that asks for nothing in return.