Hitobito
My life is not particularly deep though i don't consider myself shallow. I do spend a lot of time in an introspective haze, fine tuning, tweaking, carefully maneuvering aspects of myself to build a better me. I try very hard to eliminate sinful, wrong, and detrimental aspects of myself and I think it has made socializing difficult. People now judge me for being too good. I'm failing at being normal even by the standards of those on the fringe. I'm a quirk in an anomaly. So after two months of intense socializing, I think I'm done. It's time to return to the Hermitage and contemplate life and solitude only emerging when a summons is powerful enough. Christmas will be spent alone in my new apartment with my cat and a good book or project.
Why didn't I see this coming? I did but I was powerless to stop it. Such is life.