This is a postabout sex
Read under your responsibility, you've been warned.
Sex requires practice. And I think my boyfriend and I haven't had much. It has never felt bad, but just recently it started feeling really good. It always hurt, but now it doesn't, at all. And I think it is because even if I trust him, even if he knows me better than anyone, I was still somehow ashamed, insecure, and tense. But now I am not, I let go, and I don't care about anything else than both of us sharing pleasure. It is wonderful, it is the result of our lust, but that lust comes from love, from adoration. I love him, and he is the most beautiful man in the world because I love him (nd because he is, in fact, attractive, but more so because I love him). I just would like to have a whole day to spend pleasuring him in different ways.
Yes, sorry for this if anyone read it. I hope no one did xD
Sex requires practice. And I think my boyfriend and I haven't had much. It has never felt bad, but just recently it started feeling really good. It always hurt, but now it doesn't, at all. And I think it is because even if I trust him, even if he knows me better than anyone, I was still somehow ashamed, insecure, and tense. But now I am not, I let go, and I don't care about anything else than both of us sharing pleasure. It is wonderful, it is the result of our lust, but that lust comes from love, from adoration. I love him, and he is the most beautiful man in the world because I love him (nd because he is, in fact, attractive, but more so because I love him). I just would like to have a whole day to spend pleasuring him in different ways.
Yes, sorry for this if anyone read it. I hope no one did xD