A few weeks into the new year, perhaps still looking back on the old one, perhaps looking forward to what's to come, I'd like to try something. I want to ask a question and hope that a lot of people will answer it for me. Just because I'm curious and because I believe it's something we all wonder at some point
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I've also been thinking about moving out - I love my sister but I feel like a lot of the routines I'd established are kinda not there any more... and I kinda feel a lot like I have to be indebted to her and Jake for doing stuff around the house, and then there's the whole gay thing which is kinda an unspoken issue. But I don't think I can really afford it at the moment.
Friends. I'm really hoping to meet some new friends in my new course, but who knows. I don't know if I've really opened up all that much, so why should I really make any new friends if I made only one in my Bachelor's? And a few of my friends have moved away or are going to this year, which is a bit bleak.
Relationship. I've been in a total funk over the past few days, maybe a week, about wanting a boyfriend. I was fine with being single for a while, but I think I'm back in this phase again. I think I want something constant in my life - though I guess relationships aren't always the most constant thing. And this is where my mother would start going on about God, ugh, I am going to make an entry about that.
sigh ANYWAY. You asked, Max. ;)
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Living together with someone after you've lived on your own for quite a while can be difficult because you establish your own routines and patterns and don't have to worry about anything else. So, it's understandable that you think about moving out.
I think France has made you a lot more social, and if you're really open for new friends, you'll eventually find them. I imagine that it could happen quite easily because you're a wonderful person.
A relationship is a constant at least for a while, it's just something to hold on to when everything else gets a little chaotic, and wouldn't it be nice to have someone to come home to? Having someone you love and who loves you can counterbalance a lot of bad things and put them in perspective.
Yes, I asked, and this is the kind of answer I wanted, just completely honest.
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Have you considered a career in therapy? ;)
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LOL, no. ;)
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I really hope 2008 is a better year for you and me (and for our mutual friends) because I can't take this nonsense anymore. I want to be happy for a change!
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