Here we go again...
Ok, so lots has been happening in the world of Me since the end of the Year. I won't go into all the details; hella boring, I'm sure.
During the hell month of December I was way short handed at my store, and had to work a lot of extra hours and borrow some clerks. For one of those shifts I borrowed a friend of mine named Jeanette. (see previous entries for description of my relationship exp with her) She looked really pretty when she showed up for her shift, and she was flirting a lot with me, which was sweet. After I got home we talked on the phone a couple of times, and she continued to flirt by paging me etc. So, in my fucked up mind, I'm trying to sort out whether she is just being 'friendly' and flirting, or if it's an "Im interested ask me the fuck out" flirting. Well, I thought that she was seeing somebody so did not act on the situation. Well, I found out today when she called me at my store to talk to me, that it was an "Im interested ask me the fuck out" flirting. Figures. So now she is dating someone else. So today pretty much sucked ass. I can't believe that I fucking blew it again with her. Whatever, what else is new, huh? I wish female signals came with an instruction book....I'm getting drunk now...
During the hell month of December I was way short handed at my store, and had to work a lot of extra hours and borrow some clerks. For one of those shifts I borrowed a friend of mine named Jeanette. (see previous entries for description of my relationship exp with her) She looked really pretty when she showed up for her shift, and she was flirting a lot with me, which was sweet. After I got home we talked on the phone a couple of times, and she continued to flirt by paging me etc. So, in my fucked up mind, I'm trying to sort out whether she is just being 'friendly' and flirting, or if it's an "Im interested ask me the fuck out" flirting. Well, I thought that she was seeing somebody so did not act on the situation. Well, I found out today when she called me at my store to talk to me, that it was an "Im interested ask me the fuck out" flirting. Figures. So now she is dating someone else. So today pretty much sucked ass. I can't believe that I fucking blew it again with her. Whatever, what else is new, huh? I wish female signals came with an instruction book....I'm getting drunk now...