Dec 02, 2008 04:14
do you think the universe just knows when we're ready for someone to come along and at that point presents someone for us, or do you think the universe has people just come along whether we're truly ready or not?
i've been single (or at least without a primary partner) for about 2 years now. i'm quite content flying solo, but i feel like i'm open to someone coming along. i wonder if the reason i haven't been in a commited/steady relationship is because the universe felt that i wasn't ready for someone these past two years...or if it's because i haven't been looking in the right places, or just haven't been in the right places (at the right times).
i'm finding myself thinking back to past flames nostalgically lately. none of these people are quite like how they were then, though who really stays static i suppose. i miss them sometimes, but in a healthy way i think. i know i definitely miss that feeling of being sweet on someone..having the desire to go out of your way to do special things for them, getting grinny when they call or text, being apart for a while and having that excited fluttery feeling when you see each other again. heh, when i re-read what i've written, i realize i'm a bit of a softy..
ah well.
no rush though. i know the universe will give me a hint at some point.