Apr 23, 2006 20:45
I'm in the library, shh. I'm supposed to be doing work, and I will be soon I swearrrr.
I don't think I've updated in kind of a while. Last week was break, but instead of doing some of the massive work I have due in the next week, I slept lots and visited Kerri and Jon and got to hang out with both Becca and Amanda. And visited the boyfriend lots which was wonderful :). Thank god we only live a half hour apart, otherwise it would suck that this happened a few weeks before the summer. I'm really happy that we're together, I never imagined I would ever date anyone from Brandeis cuz I thought all the guys here were spoiled rich assholes and nothing like me, but I was wrong and I'm glad I was wrong. It constantly stuns me how incredibly unpredictable life is, and how pretty much every assumption I make about what will happen to me and how my life will go turns out to be wrong.
This week is gonna be pretty awful. Actually, I may die. I have 3 papers all due between Wednesday and next Tuesday. But then I'm practically home free, just a few finals to study for. So it all comes down to surviving the week...if I don't do well in all my classes I'm gonna have to figure out a way to hide it from my parents, which is never fun. Blech.
My little sis is going to college at Tulane University in the fall. I'm so proud of her!! She's brave to go far away. I'll miss her soooo much though!! It blows my mind that she's gonna be in college...I mean, I know that we're practically the same age, but that doesn't mean that I don't still remember her quavery voice and little face and blond bowl cut from when she was 3...and somehow that was almost 15 years ago...SCARY.
I can't believe I'm half done with college. It freaks me the fuck out. How the hell did that happen??? I have absolutely no idea what I'm going to do with my life after I graduate, and it scares me. So I just avoid thinking about it. Also I can't believe it's almost summer already. The flowers and trees are in bloom all over campus, it's so pretty. I hope it stops raining soon, even two days of rain is too much in my opinion. Okay. I'm gonna do work now I suppose...oh by the way, the new Yeah Yeah Yeahs CD is amaaaazing. And new Tool comes out soon, I can't waiiit.