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She lay though she were in a trance,with her long eyelashes
Fluttering like shes dreaming
She said to me "I lie beyond the sea"
And then all of a sudden her head dipped and she vanished
Gone, Gone, Without a trace
She's never coming back
Do you know what's like to live with that
No one what's its like
The only one who knew me, Gone
I know what you want and I can give to you
Have you ever seen heaven?
I Think im going to start getting really depressed again. I hate how im always teetering on the verge of anger, frustration, and sadness. I really want to feel better. I feel soo terrible for dragging all of my friends and the people who care for me through all of this. Im sorry for writing lengthy entries in this journal that you probably don't even care about anyway. Im Sorry.