I was so close
Last night I ran away from my mom and my brother, and my cousin, and My aunt. Fuck them all. I was so close. I ran out at about 8:30 pm, and They didnt catch me until 11:30. I was so happy to be away from the house, from My mom, from this shit hole people call San Jose. I thought about going to Rachels house near my school, but then I thought I should go to Moniques, becuase that house always smells good, and ya know whatever its all ok. SO I get to moniques house, and At about 11:20, my brother knocks on Momos door, and she opens it, and he says, Hey Mo, is my sister there? (moniques house is the place for all the runaways, lol) She said Yeah, I came out and got in the car, I didnt want to deal with them. My cousin wouldnt stop telling me how stupid I was for running away from my problems. I guess she cares. But like everyone else, they either care too much, or dont care at all. I was so close, and now Its gone. Im not sure if I can last another 6 weeks in school. I hate it and so does everyone else. Fuck Im tired. I didnt get to sleep until 2:00 am. even though i took a sleeping pill at Moniques house, Didnt knock me out until 2 Am