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could i possibly be filled in here???
anyways,
yesterday was alright, had some cocktails at my dad's, was veeeerrryy tipsy, then played hella kings cup here at mine and kaitlins place. sweet. i shoulda went to bed earlier considering i had to work at 8:30 this morning, but naaaahh, im retarded lol.
you know, no matter what people still say about me, or what people think of me...im such a better person now. and no one can say otherwise unless they know me NOW. im tired of rumors. im tired of my business being on blast all the time...im really not worth all the effort, especially when i dont to that to anyone i used to talk to.
i dont live in the past anymore...i dont dwell on the what-happened's and the person i used to be anymore.
i cried a lot when i hated myself, but it took a lot of effort and a lot of help from friends to get me to where i am now.
no one can tell me otherwise,
i am:
1. an amazing person
2. an amazing friend
3. a hard worker
4. responsible
5. changed.
6. grown up.
7. there's more but this list got really gay
ive got plenty of BEST friends that can vouch for me.
im a changed woman, and im proud of myself.
that is that.
:)
i really dont even know what sparked this entry yet, but its here for the future, for whenever someone decides to talk shit about me :) AGAIN
anyways,
yesterday was alright, had some cocktails at my dad's, was veeeerrryy tipsy, then played hella kings cup here at mine and kaitlins place. sweet. i shoulda went to bed earlier considering i had to work at 8:30 this morning, but naaaahh, im retarded lol.
you know, no matter what people still say about me, or what people think of me...im such a better person now. and no one can say otherwise unless they know me NOW. im tired of rumors. im tired of my business being on blast all the time...im really not worth all the effort, especially when i dont to that to anyone i used to talk to.
i dont live in the past anymore...i dont dwell on the what-happened's and the person i used to be anymore.
i cried a lot when i hated myself, but it took a lot of effort and a lot of help from friends to get me to where i am now.
no one can tell me otherwise,
i am:
1. an amazing person
2. an amazing friend
3. a hard worker
4. responsible
5. changed.
6. grown up.
7. there's more but this list got really gay
ive got plenty of BEST friends that can vouch for me.
im a changed woman, and im proud of myself.
that is that.
:)
i really dont even know what sparked this entry yet, but its here for the future, for whenever someone decides to talk shit about me :) AGAIN