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so today was a good day.
i can't figure out this boy situation.
EVERY time i get excited about a boy and he likes me back, i lose interest. i cant figure it out. but yet, im always so lonely and i want a boy love. but i cant like anyone anymore, its like a defect i have.
the boy i really want is in texas. :(
and i know he wants me too. what a bummer huh?? thing is, he wants me to move there and live with him...but im not ready to leave my family, friends, and my job is really good and i love it.
:((((
he might come visit soon tho, i really hope he does. and i wanna go to texas for a few days and visit there too.
sigh.
why cant i be skinny and pretty??
i can't figure out this boy situation.
EVERY time i get excited about a boy and he likes me back, i lose interest. i cant figure it out. but yet, im always so lonely and i want a boy love. but i cant like anyone anymore, its like a defect i have.
the boy i really want is in texas. :(
and i know he wants me too. what a bummer huh?? thing is, he wants me to move there and live with him...but im not ready to leave my family, friends, and my job is really good and i love it.
:((((
he might come visit soon tho, i really hope he does. and i wanna go to texas for a few days and visit there too.
sigh.
why cant i be skinny and pretty??