here comes another late night sad journal entry
I cant do this anymore. I was working on my Landscape Architecture today and it is a joke a long hard joke. My fucking professor just wants us to do his research for him to advance his carrer. My Race class and gender teacher is a racist that honestly put questions on the study guide only black people would know. Stuff she never coverd in class. Kai flipped at me for wearing one of his sweaters when he has half of my clothing in his hamper right now. I only get to go back to AZ for like a week becasue I have to go vist my grandparents before going back to school. I need a job but I cant get one because every single one on campus is for work study, jsut like all the schloarships. I could never hope to get work study because of how much my parents make. I have no idea what I am doing this summer and Kris is now dating one of my close friends.
I will probably feel better in the morning. Kai wants to wake me up before he has to go to work at 7 so I can give him all the answers to the Race class study guide because he misses class and dosent do the work. I believe that he holds hostility towards me because I'm done with my 15 page paper due tomorrow and he only has 3 pages. I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON IT SINCE OCTOBER. I am pretty sue I'm going to get all B's now which makes me upset because I work my ass off. I dont want to see my friends or family I really just want to be alone.
I will probably feel better in the morning. Kai wants to wake me up before he has to go to work at 7 so I can give him all the answers to the Race class study guide because he misses class and dosent do the work. I believe that he holds hostility towards me because I'm done with my 15 page paper due tomorrow and he only has 3 pages. I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON IT SINCE OCTOBER. I am pretty sue I'm going to get all B's now which makes me upset because I work my ass off. I dont want to see my friends or family I really just want to be alone.