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[atdianon]

hello zach.
i hate you.
it is 8:03
and as tears roll down my face.
i wonder, why do i feel like this?
ive never felt like im in such a big black whole.
theres a void sign above and to the right.
what did i do wrong?
ive never felt so lonely
or so wrong in my entire life.
and i dont even know what from.
lucero is the best music ever.
i want to thank nick king.
and griffin rougeau. those especially.
because i feel like they're the only ones who still care about me.
im sure there are more out there who will say they do.
but to my friends, what did i do?
it seems like everyone wants to be other places.
before i saw everyone everyday.
where are you, everyone?
the past times i have seen everyone it wasnt nice. i didnt feel liked very much.
more so the times when i saw them for about 10 minutes and they were gone.
and now i only have myself, and my guitar.
which i want to thank, for always being there.
because no one can ever take the sorrow away.
and no i didnt make this to make people feel bad. it's just how i'm feeling
have a good night.