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this whole weekend sucks
and so do i.
im such an asshole.
and some people know it.
and i guess they dont consider that im friends with them?
and think i dislike them or something
and all for the fact that im an asshole
and a dick to everyone
and sometimes i think why am i here
and then i get into the phisology of earth
and time travel and such
and then i get out of that
it hurts my brain.
so i go back to thinking how bad i suck.
because i cant make everyone happy
and it seems like people want so much out of me
feels like i cant do anything about what i want to do
so i guess that makes me an asshole
and i get the feeling that if i dont hang out with someone
they think im not friends with them or something
so then i get annoyed.
and then get an asshole
which makes me suck
why the fuck am i still writing all my bitching in a fucking online journal
i truly am pathetic
but what im trying to say, with this post
is if in the past months or so, ive been an asshole
i truly am sorry
sometimes a kid like myself just gets too much for his own plate
and has to lash out somehow. so i turn into an asshole
god damn, im so stupid
i really am sorry about me being gay.
i hope everyone reads this.
im so tired
i cant see straight
my computer monitor looks like some spots are brighter than others
and my eyes arent really moving
well they are but they arent
ah, everything is sucks
which actually is me because im the reason everything sucks
because im a dick.
i dont know where im going with this, because i think you all already get the point
i like some will seek forgiveness, others escape by underoath
its a good song that goes along with my feelings right now
speaking of feelings i cant explain them
i feel so low
and so stupid
and so unworthy
and just dumb
and i cant wait for the summer
my dog is crying
i think hes tired
as along with i
oh, i dint explain my new dog
the tragic death of keenan was too much for me to bear
so my parents tried to help cheer me up with a new dog
its a welsh pembroke corgi and his name is spencer, after lead singer of underoath
although spencer is mighty awesome, he can never bring the love as keenan did
and he will always be my dog
but dont get me wrong, spencer was one cute sucker.
dont think the dog didnt make me forget about me sucking
because i still do
this is kind of long i bet
and i bet its going to bet huge because im typing it line by line
like this
god, im gay
im sorry
good night everyone
i love you all
EDIT: IM NOT ACTUALLY GAY. HAD TO MAKE SURE EVERYONE KNEW
and so do i.
im such an asshole.
and some people know it.
and i guess they dont consider that im friends with them?
and think i dislike them or something
and all for the fact that im an asshole
and a dick to everyone
and sometimes i think why am i here
and then i get into the phisology of earth
and time travel and such
and then i get out of that
it hurts my brain.
so i go back to thinking how bad i suck.
because i cant make everyone happy
and it seems like people want so much out of me
feels like i cant do anything about what i want to do
so i guess that makes me an asshole
and i get the feeling that if i dont hang out with someone
they think im not friends with them or something
so then i get annoyed.
and then get an asshole
which makes me suck
why the fuck am i still writing all my bitching in a fucking online journal
i truly am pathetic
but what im trying to say, with this post
is if in the past months or so, ive been an asshole
i truly am sorry
sometimes a kid like myself just gets too much for his own plate
and has to lash out somehow. so i turn into an asshole
god damn, im so stupid
i really am sorry about me being gay.
i hope everyone reads this.
im so tired
i cant see straight
my computer monitor looks like some spots are brighter than others
and my eyes arent really moving
well they are but they arent
ah, everything is sucks
which actually is me because im the reason everything sucks
because im a dick.
i dont know where im going with this, because i think you all already get the point
i like some will seek forgiveness, others escape by underoath
its a good song that goes along with my feelings right now
speaking of feelings i cant explain them
i feel so low
and so stupid
and so unworthy
and just dumb
and i cant wait for the summer
my dog is crying
i think hes tired
as along with i
oh, i dint explain my new dog
the tragic death of keenan was too much for me to bear
so my parents tried to help cheer me up with a new dog
its a welsh pembroke corgi and his name is spencer, after lead singer of underoath
although spencer is mighty awesome, he can never bring the love as keenan did
and he will always be my dog
but dont get me wrong, spencer was one cute sucker.
dont think the dog didnt make me forget about me sucking
because i still do
this is kind of long i bet
and i bet its going to bet huge because im typing it line by line
like this
god, im gay
im sorry
good night everyone
i love you all
EDIT: IM NOT ACTUALLY GAY. HAD TO MAKE SURE EVERYONE KNEW