give me a pound or a hug

[atavism]

a new day. my eyes open effortlessly and on their own accord seeing as i had no alarm, nothing to wake up for. later today i'll venture out and apply for a credit card and set up a banking account so i can convert the child support check and the bimonthly check from the blue pepper from checks to posessions of mine that may be spent or saved. another good thing about being 18 is that you can apply for all kind of new things to add your name to. you can get a stack of cards to put in your wallet or make funny earrings out of.

trying to be funny sometimes doesn't cut it.
i want to fix the things that hurt and support the things that don't.

i miss allen. i'm sure he's going to read this.