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I got a new hard drive for my computer, so things are good with my computer. It's much faster, it has a usb port now, and has windows XP, so yeah.. I'm happy! It's nice to have a decent computer now.
So, I must say...I love the Ashlee Simpson song "Pieces of Me." It's very catchy. For some reason I like her better than Jessica. Don't know why. Maybe cuz she has more personality and acts like herself. But I do like "Take my Breath Away" by her.
Things with Andrew are complicated. We're together. I've decided to try being in a relationship again. It's hard cuz I think the only time it'll ever feel right is when it's with the person I want it to be with. I don't know why, but I hate that he drinks every day. Maybe cuz of bad memories, I don't know.... I just think that he is making that more of a priority than what should be. He says he wants his own place and that he wants to start working out again and whatever, but I don't understand how he thinks thats gonna happen with him drinking like that. I don't know what to do. We already had an incident about him putting me aside for something he had to do for a friend.....It made me really mad. And the thing is, I don't think he cares that I get mad, I think he gets amused or turned on. It's frustrating. I don't know....he makes me happy, and he makes me laugh, so maybe I should just see if things will get any better....
Well, Andrew and I have plans for tonight, so I should start getting ready. Much love.
So, I must say...I love the Ashlee Simpson song "Pieces of Me." It's very catchy. For some reason I like her better than Jessica. Don't know why. Maybe cuz she has more personality and acts like herself. But I do like "Take my Breath Away" by her.
Things with Andrew are complicated. We're together. I've decided to try being in a relationship again. It's hard cuz I think the only time it'll ever feel right is when it's with the person I want it to be with. I don't know why, but I hate that he drinks every day. Maybe cuz of bad memories, I don't know.... I just think that he is making that more of a priority than what should be. He says he wants his own place and that he wants to start working out again and whatever, but I don't understand how he thinks thats gonna happen with him drinking like that. I don't know what to do. We already had an incident about him putting me aside for something he had to do for a friend.....It made me really mad. And the thing is, I don't think he cares that I get mad, I think he gets amused or turned on. It's frustrating. I don't know....he makes me happy, and he makes me laugh, so maybe I should just see if things will get any better....
Well, Andrew and I have plans for tonight, so I should start getting ready. Much love.