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ahh i never thought i would feel like this..why does it hurt so much all the freaking time..why did this whole situation make me lose all the self confidence i was finally beginiing to build up...why cant i even say certain things without thinking of you..why cant i look at certain things without thinking of you...why when i think of you does it hurt..? why do i even fucking care so much? im in friggan 11th grade...i shouldnt care THIS much..but dont worry..in time ill get over it right? IN TIME. most likely a long time cause it was a long time coming. i really just need to get rid of everything that reminds me of you out of my life..EVERYTHING.
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