What makes me happy?

Jul 25, 2008 07:57

Apparently, I'm supposed to be happy.

Happy about what?
There are... two people that make me happy. One's away and one's ignoring me.
There's a third that I'm curious about, an old fourth.. (..all gone)
New computer things make me happy. I've spent almost all of my money in a failed happiness attempt there. The happiness lasted a day.
A nice mocha or a good cup of tea makes me.. well.. no it doesn't, actually. It helps me pretend I'm happy.
I have a server I'm completely unenthusiastic about. That used to make me happy.
Even a sunset have been stripped of it's mood-boosting fundamentals.
Messing with cars makes me happy. I've already changed my oil. There isn't really anything else I can do to it.
Counter-Strike and Team Fortress 2 made me happy. That's gone.
Watching opera with friends, I can't believe I'm saying it, made me happy. That's gone too.
Music distracts me from the alternative to being happy. I'm really not in the mood.

What, oh vast and powerful LiveJournal, am I missing?

rant

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