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Life has been... interesting lately. Work is going well. My supervisor never told us about occurrences or anything, but then he quit, so I had a pile up when my new supervisor (who is really awesome) told me. Oh well. I needed to stop being late, anyway. I've been super early (5 minutes. early for me) since. I also got a "final written warning." I had no previous warnings, but I had a no call no show. I thought I was..
wait.
Why am I going on and on about work? Because that's the only thing besides this cesspool of crap we call a relationship? Yeah. Probably. He left "for real" yesterday. I haven't really cared too much. I think that's an awesome thing. Maybe it's because I think he'll be back. Or maybe it's because this really needs to happen, because no matter how wonderful we make each other feel, we have some very bad moments. I love him, but maybe it's time. I just need something to keep my mind off of it for a while. Completely mind numbing things such as movies and television are working. I haven't drank in a while, maybe I should do that. Well.. that could be disastrous.
Anyhooski. Gina (supervisor) said our people and the Canadian office got together and monitored calls from both sites. She was impressed with me and said I sound "fabulous" on the phone. That's sweet. She's really a gay man, I'm convinced, and I love her. I'm glad she's my supervisor.
My apartment needs cleaning. Benjamin refused to do that after a while. I'm stuck cleaning up the mess he left behind. And emotionally. Bam. Dramatic.
wait.
Why am I going on and on about work? Because that's the only thing besides this cesspool of crap we call a relationship? Yeah. Probably. He left "for real" yesterday. I haven't really cared too much. I think that's an awesome thing. Maybe it's because I think he'll be back. Or maybe it's because this really needs to happen, because no matter how wonderful we make each other feel, we have some very bad moments. I love him, but maybe it's time. I just need something to keep my mind off of it for a while. Completely mind numbing things such as movies and television are working. I haven't drank in a while, maybe I should do that. Well.. that could be disastrous.
Anyhooski. Gina (supervisor) said our people and the Canadian office got together and monitored calls from both sites. She was impressed with me and said I sound "fabulous" on the phone. That's sweet. She's really a gay man, I'm convinced, and I love her. I'm glad she's my supervisor.
My apartment needs cleaning. Benjamin refused to do that after a while. I'm stuck cleaning up the mess he left behind. And emotionally. Bam. Dramatic.