death to my fucking conscience

Sep 17, 2003 15:54

well I went out with a girl last night called Lindsey who was incredibly nice and very beautiful, but it was a no go as she has a boyfriend and all that crap and after being 2 timed myself Id never try to take another guys girlfriend as I know how much it hurts like hell. So theres another one in the bin, so Ive decided Im not gonna bother and Id rather start a huuuuuge porn collection and become blind by the time Im 25 rather than wasting my time with most of the female species, I say most. You cant win and you certainly cant lose so all I can say is I cant be arsed with that shit anymore. Id rather they made the effort as Im sick of wasting my time with them. Im sick of being all nicey nice and then getting shitted on from a great height as I did with the ex and I wont go through that again ever for anyone.

On a different note ive found out im not getting my car now until next Thursday due to problems getting the car over hear from France so another 2 days more which is September 25th!! arrrghhhhhhh bastard.

out tonight for some chilling drinks and stuff so nevermind.
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